hello. I'm bored.
two tests this week. or is it three?
one learning journey tomorrow.
cca which i'm sure will end quite late.
saturday i need to rush dnt.
UGH. super hate dnt because of the teacher.
stupid stupid...
teach us super slowly and give us a shitload of homework.
that's PERFECTLY fine.
and i feel like changing blogskin again. any suggestions?
Will you ever notice me...
Thursday, July 22, 2010
5:55 AM
HELLO
i have officially developed a sore throat from singing too much
congratulations to me
today's project was a success.
There's no more need to do music project anymore.
finally over.
And I'm not performing on Sunday.
i'm scared for sop 2s.
Oh dear.
did i make the wrong decision?
I was thinking about myself again.
oh deary dear
I'm so self centered.
oh dears.
i hope that they can manage.
lets see my schedule this week
MONDAY-nothing on
TUESDAY-did music project
WEDNESDAY-maths test
THURSDAY-music project again (completed)
FRIDAY-CCA (dad's coming back)
SATURDAY- performance at the debut
SUNDAY- nothing but used t be another performance
am i being self centered?
am i emo?
am i not emo? YAY
dont wanna write anything else
bye
Will you ever notice me...
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
5:39 AM
Hi.
Nowadays, I'm not sure of how i'm truly feeling.
One moment, I'm happy.
The next moment I'm not happy but not sad.
Then regret washes over me
But the I mostly have no emotion.
I barely know how I'm feeling anymore.
Is this all just another stage in life?
Or is this something that I chose?
I don't remember choosing to be part of something so mundane.
People do compliment me.
But is it just coming out from their mouth but not coming from the heart?
Should I continue being happy in school?
should i continue pretending that i like you?
Should I continue questioning my own judgements?
I need to change. somewhere. somehow. some way...
I just hope its for the better....
Will you ever notice me...
Monday, July 19, 2010
4:01 AM
Hello world.
Okay. I'm super bored right now.
and and.
i am beginning to hate dnt.
I miss home econs.
if theres dnt can i have mr simon wong?
haiz...
i hate this new teacher.
very idiotic... grrrrrrrrrrrr.
i dont know what to write...
i'm tired of faking this dumb smile. don't know what's right or wrong anymore cuz everything just seems so wrong. why can't everything be as simple as abc? life would be much worth living. why can't there be mutual like between people? why must someone always pop out between the two people? it may not be their fault but i am sure it hurts the people that are involved. especially the one with the liking. this stupid fake smile is just a show for friends. especially when i can't be ,myself. i think it pops out more when i'm at home, with my family. or even when i'm all alone. someone please save me from this miserable life.
I don't know what else to write so bye for now.
Will you ever notice me...
Sunday, July 11, 2010
4:45 AM
HELLO!
I dont know whats wrong.
hehe
I think theres something wrong with me. yay!
I like a new song.
yay!
AUBURN - Perfect Two lyrics
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth and I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya
No..
I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
Yay! done :D
Will you ever notice me...
Sunday, July 4, 2010
7:58 AM
Hi! I changed blogskin.
I think I made it more cheerful?
aaaaaah. whatever.
must stay happy
everyone must!!!
kay i'm being lame.
i miss yesterday.
it was super nice. :D
is it just me or am i changing again?
haiz. please give a sign....
any sign? nah. no sign :(
i hope it's for the better...
Will you ever notice me...
