hihies! i keep wanting to post. but always when typing half the post, i get lost for words. or my mum comes nagging that i need to off com. irritating! gahs. today was nice. PE was okok. then english. waddefreak manz. got test. then mr gan released us late. had to finish the summary and the 5 vocab thingies in 20 mins or so. like diaoz. irritating luhs. then literature. ms er... ugh. wan kill her. she say. . . nvm. dunwan say. stupid anthony. . . kays. then recess. slacked around. didnt change immediately. cuz need change to long sleeved shirt anyways. so at exactly 10.45 i went to find amelia and lynette. we changed. took a long time. then made a total of 3 embarrassing trips to the classroom. then veh embarrassing. >< some more is ms chua lesson. very irritating. . . all anyhow sit. my place conquered by winston. haiz. then we went to find mr erman and jewqi(qiii~) when we found qii~, he told us that we had to go to cgs on our own. that was irritating. so we went to go. cuz we need go bak sch. thn, need go find mr erman agn. cuz he need sign. see how tiring? u guys sitting down, we were runnning arnd the whole sch. >< then we go to mrt stn. weird weird derhs. then go mrt stn. thn stopped at queenstown. then took mrt agn. cuz stop wrong place. thn stopped at redhill. then took 132. hahaz then wore blazer. then went to drop at the bus stop. then changed shoes. then rushed to cgs. which was right opposite. hahaz amelia rushed. we thot we were late. cuz it was ald 12.45. we were told it started at 12.30. but in actual fact, it started at 1pm. =.= mom nagging agn. i continue tmw
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010
5:38 AM
haha. today was F-U-N!!!
went to meet chuaxinying, yongjia, cass, denise and belle at boonlay mrt stn with my sis!
then we met. and went to buy tickets!
the show was very very funeee! love it!
4 thumbs up *oops. not enough hands. ask someone else help me*
teehees! then aft tht, we walkie talkie.
then go to lot 1
went to take neos! ahahaha
then denise hadda go. didnt get to say byebye
then printed neos. ahaha. printed wrongly
dumb of us huh?
duncare!
at least we had fun yeah?
and my sis met new people.
they all say she very shy.
LOL
they dun really noe her nehs
kekekeke
wait til they really noe her
d:
now let's talk about yesterday.
had blue house trials.
pat didnt go. D:
i went late haha.
when i passed by the back gate, tiekun saw me. the bastard...
he was like. eh krishan come liao
then i was like roll eyes.
then i saw chinese dance ppl running
poor things.
thn enetered sch.
mdm wan saw me. and she was like why are you late?
and i was like. i hadda send my sis to sch.
then she was like... ok. go join them at the et route.
then i put dwn my bag and went to et route.
of course. sihui saw me and was like krishan
then i tried out for the 200m event. turns out i am the only girl ==
how crappish can this be?
then at 8.35 the trials finished.
since there's no one at home, decided to go with si hui, ren rong and some random guy fr bball whose name i cant remember. kekeke (updated: its randy i think)
we initially wan go lazer quest de. then in the end. it was closed.
but b4 that, we hadda walk all around the sch first. cuz they need take stuff. hahaha
then went home team ns
then it was closed
so we go take mrt
on the way.
the guy was complaining tht his foot damn pain and tht he wan go home liao
thn we ask why
thn he was like. my shoe very tight. feet pain.
ask him take off his swiss socks cuz its thick. thn he dunwan.
stubborn guy.
then in the end he go back home. i take mrt first. then sihui go.
then no more liao.
ending here. byebye
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5:03 AM
i like this song too. it's very sweet.
THE SHOW by lenka
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
haha. i want my money back...
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Sunday, March 14, 2010
5:49 AM
Heartbreak Quotes
sighs. i regret quite a few things in life. one of them was entering something so serious. playing a fool and getting my heart broken and smashed into pieces by you. it has been 4 months since it happened. and i don't know why. but i feel hurt whenever you look at me. is that because i've been dwelling on it for too long? and that i let go too soon. i hate pretending that i'm not hurt when i really do hurt a lot inside. At times i just want to lock myself up and cry for the whole day. but that is never possible. when can i ever have a day where i can cry myself out. i have to be happy for people. they are counting on me for that. if i were to cut myself. they would be very mad at me. and why? thats because he told me to never try it ever again. but if i try it, i might be able to get rid of some of this misery deep inside of me. i can't believe that now that i want to start out anew, problems are ambushing me. they're all coming back to me. i thought i got rid of them a long long time ago. why are the coming back to me if i already got rid of them? maybe thats because i got hurt while fixing them and gave up halfway. so what if i did? at least i didn't hurt myself so much right? by trying to fix a shattered heart, you will just hurt yourself more. so what's best is that we just leave it alone and wait for the next guy to go into your life and help you patch it up slowly but surely. i guess that day will never come for me. i way too much for everyone. i bet they find me irritating. i bet they think i'm a bitch. but so what? at least i'm being myself. not like some two faced people. that change their attitudes when they want something from you and change when they find you annoying and a nuisance. that's all crap. gosh. all these happened so long ago. why are they all coming back to me at this time. when i feel like the whole world hates me and finds me irritating. oh lord. save me from this mess. teach and guide me how i can help to fix this mess that i supposedly started. my heart says forgive him for what he has done. but my brain says no, he deserves it. i don't know what i should follow right now. seriously. well. i better not hurt those around me with the way i'm feeling now. I'm sick and tired of it.
ending off here. byebyes
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Thursday, March 11, 2010
4:04 AM
i <3 this song oh so much!
alam mo na di ba? by sugar pop
Iba na yata itong nararamdaman
'di makakain, 'di makatulog man lang
Type na type kita, 'wag sanang magtaka
Pinatibok mo ang puso kahit noon pa..
Pangarap kita ha kapag ako ay gising
Tulog man ako ho panaginip ka pa rin
Tumitibok itong puso dahil narito ka
Alam kong alam mo na 'di ba?
[Chorus:]
Unang tibok ng puso kasabay ay kaba
May nangyayari sati'ng parang kakaiba
crush na crush kita 'wag kang magtataka
Alam nating dalawa, alam mo na di ba?
Gusto kong sabihing love na love kita
Kahit na alam kong ito'y alam mo na
Kumakaba itong dibdib nang dahil sa iyo
Di man ako kumikibo alam kong alam mo..
Hinahanap kita ha sa bawat saglit
Pangalan mo lagi ang nasasambit
Pusong nagmamahal ganyan yata talaga
Alam kong alam mo na di ba?
(Repeat Chorus 2x)
omg i <3 this song.
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1:42 AM
Kays. now that those crap is done with, lets go on to talk about camp!
quite fun actually... first day...
got into grp 1!! instructor angeline!!woohoo we rock! we're twinned wif grp 2(instructor nicholas)omg shuai!
*focus krishan focus*
then got boring speech.
then had fun
yay!
first came the low elements. funfunfun! LOL. *well. maybe a bit boring. dunwanna exaggerate it.*
then rock climbing!
guess what happened!!
*you say what*
after five girls fr grp 1 and 5 boys fr grp 2 climbd, it started to rain. and i was one of those five girls
*sorry syakir*
then prepared for campfire (:
we chose hot n cold.*woohoo*
happy happy. the moves were mostly on the spot. then we had to do pair dancing boy and girl dance tgt. they were like wth. but in the end it workd! *woohoo*
then had wet weather games. did the track thingy. finish liao. then do the everyone stand up. shoulders in. face the side. sit on each othrs laps. thn cannot sit unless finish the cheer. damn pain... then dinner. it was okok luh. lalala~
sleeping time~
slept beside prajee.*yay*
next morning
woke up at 5am b/c of someones alarm *what the freak*
then no matter how much i tried to sleep, cannot sleep D:
then i was like. nvm. lets go bathe. went to toilet and go super long queue. freak manx
so just changed *ew. stinky*
then had high elements!*woohoo*
then. jesleen sooo cuteee~
dunwan say why d:*bleh*
the challenge pole. was BOOMZ!
you climb up. reach the top. the pole start shaking. bcuz the pole's shaking, i shook. then aft dat did standing broad jump and tried to reach the trapeze. but cannot. D:
so dropped *bump bump bump*
then did last prep for campfire*yay*
then time to bathe*wth? 10 mins to bathe?*
in the end, just changed into camp tee*i looked like a scarecrow in a lime green shirt*
campfire was fun! everyone was super duper high!
performances were great*well most of them actually*
the performance with baby was super cool. well the song. one girl was acting cool man... wtfreak
lalala~ grp 1 and 2 performance time! so cool! yea! thought we did great guys! woots
then slept in the same slping bag as prajakta*loves*
NEXT DAY!
omg. i blinked once and it was 6am. bathed*like finally*
yay! breakfast was nice. then need to clean up.
got assigned to toilets*ewwwwwwwwww*
mny gals left their pads in th toilet. damn disgusting. bitches.
finished. went back to sch. lalala
i shall end this. its uber long :D
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12:30 AM
hey! today mrt-ed home with shar and byel. talked about some stuffs. i totally agree with you two. that girl is very fake. even some stuff she posts is overly exaggerated. if she wants to post about some of the stuff that happened, then she might as well post the truth and not lie right?
k back to where i was. oh yeah. today chinese class damn fun! ms lim keep on talking out of point. 15 chiyu take 1h 30 mins to go through. wahahaha!
tmw need wear the camp tee and cheer veh loud. wonder if we can make it
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Sunday, March 7, 2010
6:31 AM
hi...
i think i still haven't gotten over you. what's wrong with me? i thought i was over you ages ago. i've got a problem. i admit it. im dying inside. help me from this fiery hell. save my from this place!
and and. lil bro. thankyouverymuch for helpng me through today. if not for you... well. maybe the world would stop for me. and i would be byebye. thankyou thank you thankyou
why id it that after that day, i have had alot of breakdowns already. is it my fault? or yours? i cannot believe that all this is happening to me actually.
and i will end off here. byebyefornow
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Saturday, March 6, 2010
6:46 AM
Hey! today very fun! LOL! saw 2 snrs and 1 jnr today at lot 1! hahax ending off now cuz im bored.
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Monday, March 1, 2010
2:35 AM
yay! finally got the blogskin done. thank you sooo much sor ee! :D a round of claaps for you :D
today was kinda fun! lalala~ but kinda boring at the same time :D idk why i keep using smileys today :D
Yay! i <3 being single manx! yayness! I like this blog. it gives me enthu-ness even though i know i should be doing my chinese homework now! yay! and i keep saying yay! woohoo! i don't really like chinese though. yea... its just that i was kinda forced to take it. it beats doing nothing right? right? *wrong*
k... back... lolz! kay. you can tell by here that i am seriously very bored. kay. im ending this here! woohoo!Labels: KCluhvesyou, lotsa loveee
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