Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


It's All About MeY

Krishan is the name.
5th sept is that day to remember :D
love me, hate me, i don't care! maybe I do...
love me, i love you back
hate me, that's perfect. What else can I do about it apart from accept it?
Swiss Cottage is the school that i'm in
2e1 is the not so perfect class.
Choir, the great CCA
SC, the time taking job
SSCC, the time consuming choir outside of school
AVAILABLE for you alone

I Want It AllY
that special someone
More freedom
my own lappy
Top 10 this year
My camera(the one I want :P)

Talk To Me. Tell me your nameY

FLY ME AWAYY

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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Saturday, May 22, 2010
5:03 AM

Hi.
See... I was so engrossed in something that I forgot that I had to post about SOMETHING...
On Friday, we watched a NICE movie.
Disaster Movie.
It rocks kay?
Was funny/gross/weird.
But mostly funny
I don't wanna watch alvin and the chipmunks anymore.
It's rated PG-13
Ha.Ha.Ha
We gals had fun. Hold hands, hugging.
And... DREIDEL IS NICE TO HUG!!!
Yay!!
and thanks Patjie for changing places with me
and i dunno what else to post. HEHE
BYE

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, May 21, 2010
8:02 PM

Hi...
I haven't posted in a while.
Well, I just got irritated by my sister.
Which is perfectly WONDERFUL...
She said she wanted the score of You raise me up.
When I passed it to her
Sister: This is not the original one. The original one is in E flat major.
Me: just play it.... If you want, you can print the one you found on the net as well.
Sister starts playing the song.
Reaches the part where the thingy changes. it becomes e flat major.
Me: There. you see. It will change to E flat major already. Happy? And if it were to start with E flat major, how do you want to make it higher?
Sister: I don't know. And i don't want to play this song anymore.
Sister closes file and starts playing another song that she uses to vent her anger.
I am angry at her cuz she wants EVERYTHING HER WAY...
Now she's trying to act like a STAR again.
BYE.

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, May 19, 2010
2:56 AM

Hi
I kinda sorta hate the results that have come out...
They kinda suck.
I should be going all out to improve it and asking teachers to help myself with more marks right?
Nah. I'm sick of doing what I used to do in primary school.
I'll be happy if I get more marks.
But I'm sick of asking teachers and friends to check through my paper to find more marks.
I don't feel like taking up their time.
And Science sucks to the core.
Why did we have to get a teacher that doesn't know how to teach physics?Oh yeah. There isn't any more teachers available. They're all TOO busy with the sec 3s and 4s. Aren't we important too? If we have a good and strong foundation, they won't have to spend so much of time on us when we're in sec 3 and 4. Right?
Ugh. Some people are super weird at times.
And inconsiderate. Like the class boys during SOME lessons. That keep pushing their luck and trying to seek the attention of the teacher and waste our time.Can't they just be considerate for once?!?! Come on... Will it kill you to pay attention in class?
Haiz. Cannot go overseas again I guess.
Holidays have been very busy for me these few years.
Ever since PSLE, I find that my holidays are getting taken up by more and more things.
Like SSCC, SC, Choir and many other stuff.
I want my social life back...
And. Oh no. We have to go back to our usual sitting arrangement?
Why now, when I have gotten used to having girls with me?
Why must I go back to that stinking corner surrounded by boys?
Well, I guess I'll have to get used to it. Again...
Can't some teacher change the position of some guy?
Preferably behind me.
I find it so unfair that i seem to be separated from all the other girls.
Even Liying will agree...
Sighs. Life can be so unfair at times.
And they can TRICK you...
Sighs. Thrown down once again.
Hopes are dashed. But I can still dream right?
I guess I better end off here. Bye (:

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, May 13, 2010
12:58 AM

Hi!
The Exams are finally over.
I think I will do badly in some of them.
Like chinese. Wait... I mean. ESPECIALLY chinese.
efffffffffffffffffffff.
I want that Aino!!!
I want bubbles
I want good marks.
I hope I get good marks.
I know what I want for my birthday!!!
I want bubbles...
Sighs.
I don't know what's wrong with me and my feelings.
I can't seem to put it all into a corner.
Someone help me...
Goodbye for now 

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, May 10, 2010
2:35 AM

Hi!
Today is an okok day.
Maths FAIL!!!
gahs. Even though I finished the paper, I couldn't concentrate on checking it.
*Pushes the blame to bubbles*
keep distracting me. Grrr.
science is shitty.
Imma fail all my subjects and wish everyone a happy new year (:
whooooooooooooooooo~
 I'm going crazy yay!
I bet I'm not gonna do well for most of my subjects.
Hooray and let's have a toast to that.
sighs. whats wrong with me?
(everything...)
Grrrrr.
Let's end this off here. BYE

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, May 8, 2010
4:22 AM

Hi. I feel random. 
And I'm finishing my art prep work soon.
left with the colouring. Yay!
Do not read the following unless you're really bored.
TOGETHER and FOREVER is gone. What will PROMISE do? Will it go back to MEMORY and GOODBYE? Is this where HURT enters? Because LOVE left? YOU and ME left. So RELATIONSHIP left. Even HUG and KISS left, leaving TEARS behind. Thank goodness MOVE ON came. So that LONELINESS and SADNESS will leave. And HEART will be happy.
What will this heart of mine do? 
Wow. I had better get over this before the exams resume. 
Which is Monday!!! Ugh. 
One more day to get myself ready for the slaughter house. One more day till I see you again. One more day to going for consultation.
HAISH. 
Why does life always give me lemons? I don't know how to make lemon juice out of them. I have no sugar in this life right now. I want that sugar. 
That particular fish/ tree in that school of fish/forest. Why can't I have it? Oh well... Maybe it's because it doesn't want to be caught/ cut down. 
*Sighs* What does life really have that makes everyone live for it? 
What is it that you have that makes me go CRAZY? What do I do in this CRAZY life of mine?
What is up with me? Why am I getting so worked up over you? Aren't you just another person that I talk to?
Well, maybe it's because of the attraction. Because of the sweetness.
What am I to do? Get over you after wasting more than half a year going gaga over you? NO!!
Give me a rest. I need to continue with my own life. PLEASE... I'm sorta begging.


AND NOW.... For the Ending... I hate still love you. 
Bye (:

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Thursday, May 6, 2010
4:15 AM

HI! you're supposed to say hi...
ugh. nevermind...
todays paper was quite okay i guess.
I was kinda sorta distracted during the geography paper.
OHNO!!! what am I doing?
I don't feel like studying chinese.
Maybe I shall chiong study tomorrow.
and today is fun. and i WILL NEVER EAT WHAT I ATE TODAY EVER AGAIN!
byebye. (:
For you, i am willing to take the chance. give me the chance to start things anew. To see things through a different perspective. That there is life, away from you. So that I can finally concentrate on my work.

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Tuesday, May 4, 2010
4:49 AM

Hi. I think I HATE you.
I

H- Happy to see you
A- Always miss you so much
T- Take you In my mind
E- Everyday I remember you

So... I HATE you.

Kays. Cut the crap Krishan. Focus on the thing at hand.
Mission: Do well in exams.
Step number one: Stop fantasizing about Bubbles.
Step number two: Same as above.
Step number three: Same as above.
Well... Basically, get over him Krishan. I want to get over him. But why can't I seem to forget him? Maybe cuz of the stuff we sorta went through. Cuz I'm in love with him and I can't stop myself from liking him. What's wrong with me? I know that he might not seem that attractive or handsome to others. But what matters is how I view him. How he is handsome and even cute to me. Right?

I wonder if you can feel my stare on you. My eyes forever glued onto you. I wonder if you can feel how I am feeling when I'm with you. I wonder if you feel the same way... I guess you don't. What a bummer. I guess I've been wasting my time crushing on you then.. Right? WRONG! What should I do? Am I making it too obvious? Am I becoming a stalker? I DON'T KNOW!! ugh. someone save me from the mess i've brought myself.

Love, Krishan...

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Sunday, May 2, 2010
9:49 PM

Hi (:
I don't know why. I seem to have missed someone. I three short days, I found myself missing him. Is this too much? Am I over doing this? All these race through my mind and i struggle to figure out the answers to these questions.
And i should be revising now. so BYE!!

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Saturday, May 1, 2010
6:13 AM

Hey you! You. NO. Not you.. YOU. Yeah you. Hi! (:
Cut my crap NOW.
One paper has already passed.
Paper one for both languages.
GOOD RIDDANCE (:
Still have many more papers to go.
So what am I doing here?
Getting sad over such a trivial matter?
And going crazy, doing crazy things instead of doing my homework, revising and doing art prep work?
Maybe it's because of rumours.
Rumours break friendships.
Friendships are hard to find
And even harder to develop you.
Especially if your friendship is with your crush. woah.
You will feel even worse if anything happens to your friendship.
A crush is just a crush.
Don't let it get in the way your studies Krishan.
I must concentrate to get a new handphone!!
I'm extremely sorry to korkor. and JB. and sweet. and didi. for agonizing them with my problems.
hanks for being there for me. I really appreciate it
gonna end here. byebye.

Will you ever notice me...