hi there. i am really sorry if i have not updated nowadays. what do you think of the new typing style? i personally thinks this is crap.
ugh. there's no use trying to be something you are not. now for sme dedications

To Patricia:
stew-pit people expect something very dumb from friends.
I'm sorry if i have been one of those stew-pit people. expecting you to change yourself that quickly.
i admit. i have been feeling guilty. but that feeling is too mixed.
cuz right now. im feeling a bit sad. and happy. and guilty.
sad cuz he is sad. happy cuz have chance to make him smile. guilty cuz i feel bad for putting you down that fast and in that way.

To Savita:
thank you for teaching me that it's better to be myself rather than be something that is totally not me. I never really learnt that lesson until you came. I really sincerely thank you for that. Do me a favour. If you ever think that i'm being a bitch again. please tell me. I'll try to stop. or at least try to correct myself.

To whoever this is for:
I know i may have gotten quite a lot of haters. I sincerely apologize for whatever i may have done. If i got it by being overly nosy. i apologize and i will try not to be that nosy towards you again. if i got it by annoying you too much. i'll stop bugging you. i'll keep to myself from now on. if i got it by trying to act like the leader, you can be the leader from now on. just tell me. i'll try to change myself. to try to accommodate you. i'm sick and tired of being hated and hating others and holding grudges and feeling guilty. so i'm going to say more sorries now.

To Darius:
Sorry if I keep saying that I cannot hang out with you. my life this year is really very busy. also. you should know why. I don't want to state it here. I'm really sorry if i keep doing that. Many things have been coming up lately.

i don't know who else i need to say sorry to. so if i forgot to say sorry to you. just tell me what i've done. i'll say sorry to you. but only when i have figured out what it really is.

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